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Thanks.
Thank you for making me feel a part of your lives, for sharing wondrous stories and beautiful pictures. Thank you for taking me away from my own worries and troubles. Thank you for sharing ideas and experiences, making me think (especially when I don't want to), making me see the other side of the story, the opposite opinion, the exact same way I feel. Thank you for valuing my opinion, making me laugh and making me cry.

OOOOOOOOOkay then.
Just, if you have chronic acid reflux or GERD, have an Endoscopy  done once a year after 50.

Okay then. Most of you know me as the crazy old lady that leaves driveby comments about your fic, rarely posts anything that's not
a spoiler (Sorry,sorry) or a rant. Here's the deal.I'm at my wit's end, or I would be if I had wits.
My husband was just diagnosed with Adenocarcinoma of the esophagus. It's a pretty rare form of cancer,there are only 14,000 cases
in the United States. I'm scared, he's scared,everybody's scared.
I'm not asking for money- the local VA hospital will pay for all the procedures, we'll only have to pay for medication. ( Of course, if anybody has an extra couple hundred thousand, I sure wouldn't turn it down!)
I am asking for resources. I live in Indiana, I have type 2 diabetes,diabetic neuropathy, and high blood pressure. I am physically capable
of working, but I have to provide 24/7 care for my husband. In addition to the cancer he has had 3 strokes and is partially paralyzed. So,
anybody know any resources that provide medical insurance for caregivers? Or any type of programs out there that compensate caregivers?
Or anything? I've tried Social Security, Medicaid and the Hoosier Insurance Plan. Right now I am absolutely lost. Help?

Oh my God!
I just received my Christmas card from Kellifer. It's beyond awesome.
The handwritten Winged!Sam ficlet is just so SamnDean Christmas true,
words cannot express. Thank you infinity and beyond. You just singlehandedly
salvaged the season for me.

Ok, I see a pattern here. I've been a little ( ok, a lot ) negative about this season of Supernatural. I'm gonna stop right here, right now.
It's still the best show on the air right now. It still has two gorgeous leads that can ACT.It has some brother bonding moments and,
I whole heartedly believe it will have a lot more. It's funny,scary,gory,happy,sad,exciting,dramatic and a whole lot of other adjectives.
It's just - this is the sixth episode and Sam..........I am absolutely shutting up now.

Wow! I really liked
"THE DEAN SHOW' this week. It had it's moments. And "THE DEAN SHOW" next week may have it's moments, but I can't help but wonder how well it does in the ratings when all the Samgirls go : I think I'll take my hopes, put them back in the box and watch CSI from now on.
It is so one sided anymore it's not even a little funny. I know Kripke said half the fandom would be up in arms. More like getting real close to using my fingers on the remote.

No spoilers, I promise. I just have high hopes this time. I want Sammy!
I don't  think  I'm a rabid Sam fan.
The only time I notice foaming at the mouth is when I brush my teeth.
I like Jenson Ackles. He's an awesome actor, his chemistry with Jared makes the show.
Misha Collins is a much better addition than most of the characters they've introduced.
I guess I resent the labels getting plastered around this season. I do like Sam. I am a Samgirl.
However, I have no desire to be a Jared or a Jenson girl. I've never seen House of Wax, Devour or
A New York Minute, nor do I have the desire to do so. I love the character  Sam Winchester. I like
the characters Dean Winchester, Bobby Singer and Ellen Harvelle. I tolerate the characters Castiel
and Ruby.
I want to see interaction between Sam and Dean. Not exclusively. I do understand that  interaction
between Sam or Dean with other characters is vital to the mytharc. But c'mon. It is only 3 episodes
in a 22 episode season so I'm willing to give Kripke the benefit of the doubt.
I just feel like a Starsky fan in a Hutch fan world.

Okay, this is Buffyaddict's fault but,I did it, now you do it. You can do eeet. Please?


01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favourite and least favourite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

Ok. I've been thinking. ( I know, I know. It obviously takes me awhile ) But...........why did Castiel obey Pamela's commands to appear? If you can summon an angel are you telling me this is the first and only attempt?  His visage blinds humans but he could control it for Dean but not Pamela because she insisted? This is making no sense.
And. I am seriously disappointed with all the exposition on Dean. I get it, I swear. Dean has low self esteem. He does not think he is worthy.  Ok,ok.  How about a little Sam love? Nobody dies and comes back only to lose their brother over and over and over and....over and over. then just......nothing. Nothing. I understand that Dean is popular but Samgirls are getting shafted big time. Even the little bit of Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean that was presented in 4.02 was overshadowed by Emote!Hurt!Dean that followed again and again - wait for it! And again.
C'mon already. And next week. Dean time travels. Poor Sam, he'll probably sleep through it or some other plot device. I can see it now - it happens in the blink of an eye. Sam doesn't even notice it he just sees Dean's lip quiver and knows something happened.
And, Yes. Bitter is a state of mind. I think I live there.

Wow. Self absorbed much? Sorry about the rant. Life just kicked me and I wanted to kick back.

Don't know what job to take and it bothers me

1.)Q. Can you cook?
1.)A. Oh  Yeah!

2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
2.)A. to be a writer

3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
3.)A. wish I could play the guitar

4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
4.)A. beer

5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
5.)A.broccoli

6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
6.)A. " Small Sacrifices " by Ann Rule

7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
7.)A. Virgo

8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
8.)A. None - was scared to put another hole in my head, and after seeing some pretty bad tats I decided to just play connect the dots with my freckles if I felt the need for ink

9.)Q. Worst Habit?
9.)A. smoking

10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
10.)A. Absolutely

11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?
11.)A. basketball

12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
12.)A. Optimistic

13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
13.)A.Talk, sing,laugh and figure out how to get out

14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
14.)A. My Dad died of pancreatic cancer

15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you:
15.)A.I know some pretty obscure stuff and I'm not sure why.

16.)Q. Do you have any pets?
16.)A.Pure white cat named Mactavish

17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
17.)A.What fun we could have

18.)Q. What was your first impression of me?
18.)A.intelligent, writes wonderful word pictures and loves the Winchesters

19.)Q. Do you think clowns are funny or scary?
19.)A.Sad

20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be???
20.)A.lose that unsightly belly fat

21.)Q. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
21.)A.I'd be your partner in crime with a conscience

22.)Q. What color eyes do you have?
22.)A.hazel green

23.)Q. Ever been arrested?
23.)A.nope. Shoulda been several times

24.)Q. Bottle or Draft?
24.)A.beer's beer

25.)Q. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?
25.)A.take a trip somewhere exotic

26.)Q. Would you date me?
26.)A.Torally

27.)Q. What 's your favorite bar to hang at?
27.)A.Parker's Pub

28.)Q. Do you believe in ghosts?
28.)A.yep

29.)Q. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29.)A.read

30.)Q. Do you swear a lot?
30.)A.yep

31.)Q. Biggest pet peeve?
31.)A.being late

32.)Q. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32.)A.strong

33.)Q. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same?
33.)A.sure